¬ MOOD. happy .. got to see that speshual one tonight
¬ monday. went to the daddy`os house for the day. we went shopp`n `n played basketball. then we ate at the tavern kos ive been dy`n to go -haha- well it wasnt that good consider`n they didnt have hardly ne thing i want. then i wanted chicken fingers but they were out so they gave me a kids cheeseburger `n it was nasty. then got this chocolate cake. ewWwWw..gross. it tasted like clorine `n bleach conbined or sumthing .
¬ tuesday. was lazy. haha. was new?¿?. ne ways i took a shower `n went over to carlys around o4.3o or so bekos she was mah ride to bball practice. ne ways we gotsta game saturday @ 2 @ blackburn. come watch us . then after that me - carly - `n mah momma went to get japanese. yummMeeEee .
¬ today |[ new years ever ]|. wull didnt do nuttin til around 4 or so when i started gett`n ready. but carly came `n picked me up `n we head`ed to her aunts house `n hung out w/ her family. got ta see that speshual sumone . so im really happy. but we ate pizza. watched tv. took pictures well carly did. went to the store to get ice cream w/ her uncle. then came home `n at 12oo watch`ed the ball drop. haha. i heard that it was made outta duck tape. haha. thas purdy kewl tho if ya think bout it
¬ tomarra. umm..so not sure yet. but holla at me if ya wanna do sumthin. may have sum plans already but not sure. so holla!
well i think i have a new song to add to mah favorites. haha. besides the others one i like. ne ways. its - walked right outta heaven - by Jagged Edge. heres the lyrics..
I'm rollin' down a lonely highway // Askin God to please forgive me // For messing up the blessin he gave to me // I see everything clearer now // The night's as black... // Black as it's ever been // Without my girl // Im'ma lose it // And I pray that he just sheds his grace on me // I need just to be back with my baby // Feels like I just walked right out of heaven // I feel like I done damn near thrown my life away (yea yea yeah) // Like a child that's lost at seven // I don't know what to do // Feels like I just walked right out of heaven // See my mama told me that if it's meant to be // She'll come back and she'll forgive me // And the best thing I can do is to just let her let her go // I know I don’t wanna do it // But if I continue to push she'll just pull away // And I know that in my heart it's a reality // I didn't treat her like she wanted to be treated // And I hope that she's not gone for good // No No No // Feels like I just walked right out of heaven // It feels like I done damn near threw my life away(hey)(I done damn near thrown my life away) // I'm scared just like a child that's lost at seven // I don't know what to do(Don't know what to do) // To get back right with you(Get back right with you baby) // It feel like I just walked right out of heaven // It feel like I done damn near throw my life away(yea yea yeah)(Damn near thrown my life away) // like a child that's lost at seven // I don't know what to do(Don't know what to do) // I feels like I just walked right out of heaven // Baby, // Right before you all the time // So close to you, wrong with my life(Wrong with my life) // Girl I try and I try(I try and I try) // I feel like I can't walk // I feel like I can't talk(I can't even talk) // Don't know what to do // To get back right with you // I feel like I just walked out of heaven // If you ever love somebody // And if you ever have somebody // But you know where your heart can hurt by somebody // Let me hear you say yeah // (It feels like I just walked right of heaven baby) // Feels like I just walked right out of heaven // It feels like I done damn near thrown my life away(hey)(I feel like I done thrown my life away // Scared just like a child that's lost at seven // I don't know what to do // To get back right with you // It feel like I just walked right out of heaven(I just wanna get back right with you) // I feel like I done damn near thrown my life away(hey yea yeah)(I wanna spend my life with you, woah) // Like a child that's lost at seven (woah woah woah woah woah woah woah wo waaa yeah) // I don't know what to do // It Feels like I just walked (yeah) // Feels like I just walked right out of heaven // It feels like I damn near threw my life away(yeah)(hey,somebody hear me out right now) // It feels just like a child that's lost at seven (Sombody feel me out riiight now) // I don't know what to do (I cant do no more) // To get back right with you (you i adore) // It feel like I just walked right out of heaven
right now im watch`n a movie |[ what a gurl wants ]|well i didnt get up until like 12 kos i stayed up late ta;k`n on the internet . i did go help mah mom work on the downstairs sum. but i ended up skating for the most part . then i took a shower `n got ready kos we went to one of mah moms friends house. it took meh forever to get ready kos i couldnt seem to find ne thing that was comfy. i ended up wearing mah new ae pants with an abercrombie shirt with mah new billabong sweatshirt over top of it. but ne ways. i took a ride on the golf cart there `n i got another present. it wasnt much but it was sweet. i got a basketball picture frame with herseys kisses .
well moving on. still feel`n lonely as ever. wish`n i could find "him". hopefully sumday i will but for now i gess ill jus hafta wait . tomarra -» going to mah daddys house |[ what fun? ]| then who knows what. wednesday i might go bowlin with zach `n jacob. mayb not sure yet. but if ne body wants to get together. HoLlA at me!